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wip 2 by charlydateddybear, literature

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wip 2

Sometimes people are A little crazy A little too lost in their own Messes and thoughts and Sometimes I kind of can't deal with them. Sometimes, I walk by And I touch Gently with gazes Lightly with wishes I send a little hope-prayer A little dreaming dream That maybe Someday All these people Lost in their crazy Will feel the way I do. Because sometimes When I'm not in a Down the drain mood When I'm Contemplating Furrowed brows Frown lines Dark eyes and Clenched fists, I'm thinking about How much love I wish I could give and Sometimes I wish I could give out All that heart. All those warm feelings Things I h

wip by charlydateddybear, literature

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wip

If I wanted love, Trust me, You'd know. If I needed love, Darling, Trust me. You'd know. If I wanted warm hands and Big eyes and Sweet words, Trust me. You'd know. If I were lonely as lonely gets If I were cold and alone and Craving arms that hold tightly And lips that touch lightly And eyes that speak thousands of Sweet nothings Trust me I'd let you know. So for now, Let me be. Let me wallow And feel every single one Of these feelings. Let me be lonely, Let me be cold. Let me weep and shake and shiver And pray For everything Every little thing You have to offer. Let me Remember how you feel Let me Rememb

Don't Know What. by charlydateddybear, literature

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Don't Know What.

Don't know what to do with you anymore Thinking about leaving you here All alone. How scared would you be, Standing in the dark, legs crossed, balance and chin wobbling. How wary would you be When I made noises in that dark Sounding like all those scary things You've only thought about. Don't know how to handle you anymore Your wild temper, words and blank eyes a bore. Thinking about leaving you here Stranded and alone in the middle of this busy room. Watch you from afar, smug but not quite enough. Awkward shimmying through the crowd Shy politeness guarding those nasty, sharp eyes Worried for my health, worried for my sanity

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I Miss Him by charlydateddybear, literature

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I Miss Him

I miss him. like a husband misses a wife when apart. like a child feels when left at school. abandoned lost confused. where am I, without you? I miss him with a deep ache, one that keeps rooting down down down to the pit of my stomach to the drop-stop of my gut. that nervous whatisgoingon I'mscared--help feeling. I miss him. I've been afloat. confused and set loose for far too long. I miss him.

Dubstep Makes Me Crazy by charlydateddybear, literature

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Dubstep Makes Me Crazy

fingers trembling with need- that passion you don't feel ever so often. that yearning pleading tugging in your heart and your mind and your body going tingle-tingle-tingle-listen; write for me. scribe for me. tell my story the way I want it. write my words in those loop-de-loops I like write my words with those sharp spikes and alternating swoops. write my words with real passion and real heart and all those things you want to read. Arms aching. I did not want typing I wanted pen and ink and paper against skin. This will do, this will do. Music is ending, you can feel it slowing. you can feel it, sobbing. why i

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Light by charlydateddybear, literature

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Light

No longer innocent, your heart is cold. Surprised, I am surprised. Your brilliance was never one to be dimmed, yet here we sit. Your dry hands curled around a disintegrating coffee cup, chipped, broken nails tapping against whatever they touch. Eyes cool and distant, no longer looking for the light in life- the color of love. Your lips are pursed, chapped and sad. The wrinkles around your eyes pull tight, your skin is pale and lifeless. I am scared. This is not you. This is not the child who wore tutu's during the weekday, who curled up in the sun and sang along to the radio at the top of her lungs. This is not the girl that painted the wo

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Aug 1
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Deviant for 18 years
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I color in coloring books, make sheet forts, like nail polish, occasionally write and am often found laying on the floor with a cat sleeping on my back.

Current Residence: Hippy-land, Vermont
Favourite genre of music: Mostly anything. Except for metal & rock.
Favourite style of art: Literature/Coloring books ._.
Operating System: Toshiba
MP3 player of choice: An old iPod.
Favourite cartoon character: Raven from Teen Titans.
Favourite Quote: "Tell me what it is you plan to do with your one wild and precious life" - Mary Oliver, The Summer Day. (I have this as a tattoo, as well.)

Favourite Movies

Anything by Miyazaki, 300, Stranger Than Fiction...

Favourite TV Shows

Sons of Anarchy, Lost, The Big Bang Theory...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lupe Fiasco, Caroline, Imogen Heap, Bertine Zetlitz, Trace Adkins...

Favourite Games

Harvest Moon, Zelda, Tetris, Eden Eternal, simmies....

Favourite Gaming Platform

pc, or gameboy color.

Tools of the Trade

pen, paper, laptop....the nonexistant squishy thing in my skull

Other Interests

kayaking, cuddling, fort building, movie watching, cloud gazing, sleeping.

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charlydateddybear

Aug 24, 2009

A-ahaaaahhh....haaah.

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Hi. I'm sorry I've put up almost nothing this summer! I dunno, the writing thing just kinda ran away for a bit...buuut for some reason, it's come back tonight. Three things in one evening! And before midnight! gasp! Anywho. They are wip's, but I think they look okay for the time being, since we all know everything I usually end up posting has it's own story/meaning to me....it's weird. I dunno. So yes! I'm moving to the dorm soon....the 28th of August! wish me luck? :heart:

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charlydateddybear

Jul 31, 2009

I'd like to thank you, dearest world..

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For 17 years of ups and downs and all the fucking way around. Here's to another 17. Yes my peaches, this means tomorrow is my birthday. again, yes my peaches, I am getting old again. (oh man, I can't wait for super-cute super-old 90 year old wrinkles~) And hey peaches, did you know? I'm spending the day with my parents and the fuckface I've been calling my best friend since I was 3. (I kid you, she is no fuckface. Perhaps a little bitchyface, but most girls are..so.yes.) Should I be excited? I'm really not ^_^ IM me tonight, I'll be up till probably two minutes after 4:40am (babylady went pop-a-doodle-doo outta her momma at this redi

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charlydateddybear

Jun 28, 2009

Woohoo~

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Crud load of pictures both here and at PreciousIsTheMoment (https://www.deviantart.com/preciousisthemoment) I only JUST found the pictures from graduation, dinner at the inn, and the bbq at my aunts house. Sigh. Kay, off to rush-clean and make foodlings. didn't make it to the meet ;---; couldn't find a rideeeee. have alovely weeekeendd. OH. I'm now addicting myself to perfect world by the request of two friends who then abandonded me :D So if you play, look me up! On the forums I'm ohivory (the nicknamething, or IvoryComfort I don't know if you can find people in the game, or how to do it orrrr whaatever..but there I'm wingedthingytryingtoclericmyselfbutprollywontmanage IvoryCo

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Aug 2, 2013

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

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